A Slice of Life

i never beg people to stay in my life, if they want, they will. And if they don't, i know why; not everyone has a good taste.

This one post i will dedicate to my self and everyone who read this, and shouting this out to all people who have been in love with themselves and to they who still trying to love themselves. Fyi, i have been wanted to write about this sensitive topic one that have been long of time stuck on my mind. love yourself. The soul and the body. Inside and outside. Your perfection and your flaws. everything about u. For me, it is a thing that everyone must do. Why? we have given this body from God and one of a lot ways to feel grateful is by loving and taking care of your own. It is a long through ups-downs journey of mine to write this one. I can say like this, because i have been going through all that shits. Feeling insecure, not feeling wanted by the others, get cheated on so i was had my self-doubt, feeling not good enough for something or someone, not confidence enough for everything and lot of things like that. that's even worse. Here i want to tell all whoever read this one...

Hello peopleeee out there, Right now i'm sitting in front of the computer and bleeding. I just knew that the feeling i got lately was not good at all. The feeling that i got when i knew my ex has somebody new. Here i'm not going to compare her with me, i just want to let me the thing that not longer become mine. I really do appreciate when he loved me back then, he was good but maybe it was not for me. i realized i should let him go in order to understand that he also need to be happy with other person too. honestly, it fucking hurts. but i'm not crying, cause i'm done over him. i truly want to say congrats or anything else just to show my happy feeling, but in other side, i sad because he was not longer into me. and maybe that's what i need to know. it's a random thought of mine, please ignore. i just need to write down my feeling. it's even harder when u dont have any body to talk to. it's hard but i believe it's even harder to do it later. so i...

Maybe the blame was not on you, Maybe it was on me. Maybe we were meant to met, But maybe not to be. Maybe we were able to be, But we gave it up. Maybe you were good, But maybe that was not for me. Maybe i am completely enough for somebody, But maybe that "somebody" isn't you. Maybe love is on the air, But maybe we are on the land. Maybe i have something that you don't, But maybe that is not enough. Maybe yesterday still there is "us" But maybe today, "u" and "i" are things that left unsaid. Maybe no reason to stay is a good reason to go.