A Slice of Life

 In the end of 2020, I'm sending my appreciation gift to my closest ones and my past hihi. I'm so happy during the process of making it and sending to all of my dearest friends. I just like to give them appreciation cause they deserve it. I can say that my biggest flex of 2020 is being stuck with my friends from 11 years ago, 8 years ago and 5 years ago. I just love how the way all of us grow as individuals going on and going strong. It just how the way I express my thankfulness and being so grateful for having them in my life. I hope it would be as sentimental as possible cause I wanna make it memorable.  Pada poin ini, aku ngerasa bahwa hidup itu bukan hanya tentang menerima tapi juga memberi. Aku ngerasa udah nerima banyak banget overflowing love and endless support dari mereka, so I guess in the end of 2020 I wanna make it perfect hihi. Menurutku juga, perlu banget untuk memberikan orang lain apresiasi terlepas dari mereka baik atau kurang baik. Sedikit atau banyak pengaru...

 Lately, i just realized. How I miss the moments not the person.  Jadi, beberapa hari yang lalu ada instastory dari seseorang yang tibatiba aja pop up kan tuh di story ig. Gak sengaja nya aku liat dan di story itu ada i dont know what to call him, friend? we're not. lover? we're not. just somebody that I used to know I guess. Udah lumayan lama dan butuh waktu buat nyelimurin diri sendiri biar ga toxic dengan selalu kebayang dan ngebayangin dia. Well, it's just a long story about him.  dia tuh apa ya, dulunya temen sekarang orang asing aja. mungkin cuma aku yang ngerasa gini, karena kayaknya he's fine and live happily. but still somehow aku ngerasa ada sesuatu yang ngganjel aja dan kayak belum selesai. well, I'm not really sure.  setelah liat dia di story itu, all I could think is "ouh, it's just always be there." u know what, all our story and moments that we've been thru all played on my mind without any permission before.  I still remember the ve...