noted.

in 2019,
i hope i can see more inspiring people and learn everything new. i want to join a lot of new events and take more chances. i need to do more in loving myself and taking care of it. i need to stop compare other's living with mine. i stop to being afraid to say "yes" to any chance. i truly need stop to being feeling not enough and feeling unwanted by the others. i will avoid negativity and any people who tries to bring me down. i will not fall into the same mistake as i did in 2018. i will be more happy and healthy in this year. i will keep my focus on good things only and try my best to make it real. i will feel pretty in any condition i am. like skin problem, they are such as acne, oily, not-so-white skin tone, or whatever that will happen to my face. i will decided that everything i have been going thru are moment i am to be real. every shits i will face in 2019 only make me become more stronger and unstable. i will make sure of it. i will not cry for the same stupid reason anymore. i will hold back any tears, any pain, and any sadness at my best. but, hey, can i cry? because cry does not make you weak. it makes you even stronger, cause you have let that feeling go. any guilty, any burden that you have on your shoulder or any pain you have been felt. you cry because you has a heart to feel that feeling. and that's perfectly fine. and normal.
Because 2018 has taught me beyond my expectation, there i learned much more to trust only few people and make friends with several people only. because you know, quality over quantity. remember? Hell yes, in 2019 no more drama, no more crying because simple things, no more having mood swing (it drives people around me crazy). hahaha. i need to being so strong for what i believe is right. in 2019 i need to kick my ass to make my dreams come true.




i try my best to change every "will" become "real".



wish me the best luckily,
2019, show me what you got.

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